Blllaaaahhhhh!!!

Seriously, where has the time gone! I am getting married in 22 days!! I am so excited I can hardley contain myself! I am ready for the day to be here already. I am really just excited to dissapear with Nick for 9 whole days in sunny Mexico! Not that I am not looking forward to the actual wedding, but I am one of those people that likes to handle thing myself and that isn't really a good thing when it comes to planning an event like this. It's not like people haven't been offering. I just don't ever ask for help unless it's from my mom, my aunt, or Nick. I don't have an explanation for that type of nonsense, it's just the way I am. I had a moment of weakness when I hired a wedding planner and then realized that would NEVER work so I fired her. Ok we left on good terms, I just want a fun casual day that spends as little money as possible and we weren't seeing eye to eye on that! So instead I have been doing invites and dragging Nick ( not really) to every single bb-q place around Western Washington to find the caterer. By the end of that three month food fest I was in dire need of the gym. : )
Wow...I got off topic there. Ok where was I....oh right....I can't believe it's almost here! We have our engagement session tomorrow. I know, a bit late but better late than never right? Just agree! Now I have to find the perfect outfits....oh Nick is gonna kill me. He just cleaned the house and when I am searching for the perfect outfit or five....I manage to make my closet and all of it's many contents spill out onto the floor of our bedroom and into the bathroom and over the banister. This of course gives my soon to be hubby a nervouse twitch and he just shakes his head and heads downstairs. I have to try on all of the clothes and then mix and match to see what works best! Then I must model this for him, like he can tell the difference between my navy striped shirt with the half sleeve and my Navy short sleeved shirt. All the while he is calculating how many clothes will be strewn all over the floor when he finally manages to make it up stairs and try not to pop a blood vessel!
I promise, I really am not some crazed bridezilla...I just sound like that!! No really....you believe me right...............do not answer that!